July 12th We are back and with more girls and more drama. Welcome to the edited version of my life.

Here is a perk you get to see Rose Garcia more this season and my girl Dru Baby. #dickpack

Sometimes you have people who just want to bring you down no matter what. Who spend more time looking at what you do wrong than what you do right. I have my world out there for people to judge and I realize that but I am living for me first. This is my journey and I will continue to be true to myself. One day people will be ok with people even if they don’t understand them. They will be more open minded to the fact that people are different. I feel like I live in “Mean Girls” sometimes. Well I would like to say Fuck you All Very much and Peace Be with you. “TO WANDA”

If you feel like people are being mean to you for just being you. Keep you head up and keep focused. Don’t give people the power to take away your joy. xo

Welcome to my life lol

NO to this. No Feathers in the HAir.

#deb

#music

#hipster

No more Pink hair

Bleached It

These are a deb.

NO MORE of this Damn combat boot. Lesbians you have over killed this look. Lets try and put the combat boots away for a bit and bring out the Dr. Martins. Switch that shit up

Your Welcome. xo

Go with these instead. Don’t have them open at the top with boot leg jeans in them. Tie them up and wear some skinny jeans rolled to the top with them. You can wear dresses with them too.

Who are our friends?

I have always put so much time and love into my friendships. My friends are my family. Over the last few years so much has changed. I appeared on a Reality Show and my life was now open to everyone to judge, use and get to know me. It has been an amazing journey getting sober and starting my own business with the world following. I am grateful for the friendships it has all brought me and I  am sad for the ones it cost me. I have never felt so betrayed and used by my friends. I had to make the circle smaller and focus on quality and not quantity in this last year. Many may say I have changed and use the shows success as the reason. Let me just state that is not the reason. I did change. In fact I changed allot. I grew up and I got sober. I don’t expect my party friends to understand how over a year of sobriety has changed me and my priorities. They can’t cause they did not go through that process. I began to use the time and energy I put into pleasing all the people in my life and the parties into my family and my career. I love to work and I love to have fun. My idea of fun has just changed.  So when I hear people say I changed. Yes you are right. I did change and it was the best thing and first big thing I ever did for myself and the people I love.

I say Good Bye to the fake and mean friends I once loved and put so much energy into. I now cherish the friends who have stayed along the way and encouraged my growth and welcome the new and amazing people god will bring into my life. I pray for the friends I once had and say I BYE FELISHA

Life is too short to worry about being in the cool crowd. We are not in high school. We have one shot at this life, make it count with the friends that matter.